HE'S BACK!!!!!!!!! Are you scared yet? heh heh :)

Yes friends and fans, he's back and better than ever! He's new and improved! He's got that little something extra! It's called the RIGHT medication, at least for now. Any change or meltdown and I've got people that will back me up and get me back on track. I would like to thank EVERYONE for their love, support, comments, and yes even criticism. I am thankful to everyone, even those who are trying to be mean or hurtful to this little boy trapped in a man's body. They make me think, make me try and fight harder, make me love and write longer. I don't hate those that don't understand or believe me or the autistic community. I just hope one day they can somewhat understand how INCREDIBLY difficult it is for ANYONE living with autism, ESPECIALLY THE CHILDREN, because they have absolutely no idea what they are suffering from, why the things that are happening to them ARE happening, or even what to do to cope with everything they are going through ESPECIALLY A SOCIETY THAT DOESN'T UNDERSTAND THEM AND IS ONLY NOW BEGINNING TO PEEK THROUGH A DOOR THAT STILL HASN'T BEEN OPENED. We all need to come together as one autistic community, those that believe themselves or their children have been harmed intentionally by society and those who believe that this HORRIBLE AFFLICTION has been passed on by their ancestors. Regardless of how this has happened to anyone the world needs to understand SO much more about autism than what they do at the present moment and only together as ONE united autistic family can we achieve this goal. I've seen plenty of you that are intelligent and motivated, so I leave it up to you, as I can't handle too much stimuli or emotional drama without it causing severe harm to my well being. I am proposing that you all work together, use me as your tool, as your example, as an autistic oddity. I believe that I am the first person with autism to have SO much drive to be accepted and loved that I not only discovered my own family's genetic history of autism and have actually started to heal my family and provide my mother who is normal with a greater understanding of autism and how to cope and relate to it, but also the first one to have a PUBLIC AND EXTREMELY SEVERE fixation/meltdown on the Internet that still, just like my previous postings, can teach others about what we go through and how to deal with it. Lisa Brennan, now one of my dearest friends, learned from my example and writings about how I connected my sons autism and experiences to my own childhood issues, and thus discovered my family's genetic trail of autism. By learning from my example, she then related my downward spiraling writings, as a sign of deep depression and a desperate cry for help. She related my behavior to her own son's, saw the same signs, and did what any dear friend or loving family member would do, she called for help. Without a doubt in my mind, she saved my life. I was centimeters away from injecting myself with my daughters insulin, which no one would have known about until it was too late to save me. Lisa Brennan saved my life due to my inspirational writings! So in a weird paradoxical kind of way, I saved myself with my own writing? Man that's deep! WOW! There is no way I can ever repay this woman, but I am forever in her debt! So anyways, I've never heard of a meltdown being this documented and someone needs to contact the right people, or use your own equipment, what ever, to save as much of my facebook postings, along with my blog writings, and my emails, to document all of this and get it out to the media. I've said it before, I have no interest in money, I just want my kids to have a safe, happy, and loving life full of fun in what ever dreams they have. But yes, I would like to be famous so I can spread the word of autism and my experiences to the whole planet. Children are suffering from autism all over the world. I want to help them. Lately it has become my primary focus, my main goal. I don't want any of them to have to live the kind of life that I have, to suffer as much as I do, to be misunderstood as many times as I have, or to be abused a million times like I've lived. My message to you is the same my autistic brothers and sisters, SPREAD THE WORD. TELL MY TALE. GET MY MESSAGE OUT THERE AND LET'S BUST THIS WHOLE AUTISTIC ISSUE OUT INTO THE MAINSTREAM! ROCK ON PEOPLE! WE CAN DO THIS IF WE BUT ONLY TRY! I HAVE A DREAM. THAT EVERY PERSON, FAMILY, AND CHILD THAT HAS TO DEAL WITH THE ISSUE OF AUTISM GATHER ON A CERTAIN DAY AT A CERTAIN TIME IN WASHINGTON D.C. AND DEMAND THAT ACTION BE TAKEN TO HELP OUR AUTISTIC COMMUNITY. WE NEED HELP FOR ALL OF OUR CHILDREN ON THE EDUCATIONAL LEVEL. WE NEED HELP FOR EVERYONE THAT IS AUTISTIC REGARDLESS OF CLASSIFICATION FROM THE MEDICAL AND PSYCHOLOGICAL COMMUNITY. WE NEED FAIR TREATMENT FOR THOSE AUTISTIC INDIVIDUALS IN THE WORKING COMMUNITY WHO ARE BEING DISCRIMINATED AGAINST. THAT SHOULD BE OUR BATTLE CRY.....WE NEED HELP AND WE NEED IT NOW! THINK ABOUT IT. WE PAY OUR TAXES, AND YET EVERYDAY OURSELVES AND OUR CHILDREN SUFFER. PEOPLE DON'T UNDERSTAND OR ACCEPT US. WE ARE CALLED BAD PARENTS AND OUR CHILDREN ARE BAD, UNDISCIPLINED, SPOILED ROTTEN KIDS. WE KNOW THAT THIS IS THE WRONG PERCEPTION OF THE AUTISTIC COMMUNITY. WE KNOW OUR KIDS ARE ANGELS AND DESERVE BETTER TREATMENT AND BETTER EDUCATION FROM OUR SCHOOLS. WE NEED TO ALL BAND TOGETHER AND SCREAM OUT THE WORDS OF THE GREAT MUSICIAN AND POET, MR. DEE SNIDER. WE'RE NOT GONNA TAKE IT, ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!! ROCK ON YOU BEAUTIFUL, TALENTED AND LOVING AUTISTIC PEOPLE YOU. GET THE BALL ROLLING, GET THE PARTY STARTED, GET WHAT WE AND OUR CHILDREN DESERVE! OK, I'll stop screaming now that I've got you all pumped up. Spread the word people. I love you all. My prayers go out to each and every one of you and your families.
Scott