An apology and an epiphany

I received an email from a supposed Parker horn and as I read it I knew it was either the Angela Walker that I refered to in an earlier posting or her husband Randy who is my cousin. Enjoy

Parker Horne September 11 at 11:37pm
Scott, I am sorry that I offended you that was not my intention. I am reading all about autism from you and others and your material you post. I think it is a terrible disease and I do agree that people should be aware of it. All I was trying to get across to you that you are getting your opinion out in a way that is pretty scary to those of us that are just learning of this terrible tragedy. If you are aloud to have an opionion why isn't anyone else aloud to have an opinion? I just dont think bashing people is the way to get your opinion across. If you bash people and dont try to understand other human beings than how are others suppose to try and understand your opinion. Everybody in this world are dealing with all sort of problems weather it be money, jobs loss, health ect.. I think kidness of others even those that you may not like will get you farther than cruelty. Sometimes maybe you take things the wrong way just like others may take what you said the wrong way. We all should be good to one another because the good bible says treat people the way you want to be treated. Bashing people will come and bite you in the rear. Again I did not mean to hurt your feelings in any way and I hope you except my apologies. Also remember that if your father suffers from the same disease then maybe you ought to cut him a break once in awhile. Just as you say you can't help the way you are then maybe he can't help the way he is. Again I am truly sorry. Parker

Scott Crawley September 11 at 9:58pm
Parker, I appreciate your appology and I accept it fully. My intention with my writings is not to bash anyone or harm anyone. I am simply speaking with an open mind and heart about my experiences and at the time I wrote that post my life was having that event happening and I was writing about how I'm trying to heal my Autistic family and help my normal mother stay out of a depressive state that might put her in the hospital. Every word I wrote is 100% true and the only one that should take offense is the one who I'm talking about and not you. You seem a little too involved in this and it is my opinion that you and the person who made the anonymous comment both know me and my family and are hurt by what I have said even though it's the truth. If a person can't handle another person telling them that they're doing something wrong then they shouldn't read my writings. This is the United States we live in and I am protected by freedom of speech and freedom of the press. I love my father dearly, but again he should accept the fact that I have my opinions of him and if he can't handle what I say then he should not read my postings. I went through more years of abuse with him than you will ever know or even understand and yet I still love and admire him. I think that statement would make him feel proud. I suggest that if you can't handle what I'm saying without sending me back negative comments under a false psudonym then you should no longer read my posts. Again thank you for the Appology Angie and yes I am trying to give my father more compassion and understanding as he is Aspergian. I hope you will do the same for my mother and stop telling her things that she don't need hear or put her in a depressive mood because she does suffer from depression and anxiety. Grow up a little and be positive or I am getting a restraining order against you for trying to harm my family with your constant negativity and harrassment. Thank you for your time!